HOO-RAH!! Senior Year

September 10th, 2009


At Chesterfeild Technical Center, a certain teacher greets all the students with a hoo-RAH! and a fist bump each morning. This greeting really captures how I feel about this year, the last stretch, the end of, and beginning of, so many things. A huge chapter in my life is almost over, yet another is just starting, I'm so excited I could burst.

There are so many things going on right now..

So I won't bother today to record them. I feel like somje feelings can't be described, and should just remain fond memories, a faint giddyness I can't shake. These times are priceless beyond comparison. I will live every minute with enthusiasum and gratitude!

Restrictions [I ♥ Mehndi]

September 4th, 2009

My blog is being restricted for the time being, my boyfriends parents found it and since I'd like to continue posting, I've made it hidden for now, until their threat is gone.

I've really gotten in Henna/Mehndi body art recently, it's loads of fun and fairly cheap, too.

On today;

Since we did so much running up and down the road today I'll list first whee we went in what order, then the highlight of the day [ a bad highlight..]

• Woke up, realized I couldn't find birth certificate. Couldn't tell my dad he'd flip but had to try again for learner's today.
• Went with mom to program to screen.
• Went to grandma's to get money.
• Went to Library for map quest.
• Went to Vital Statistics in Richmond for new BC.
• Came back and failed test again :'[
• Came home.
• Took Rachel and Amanda to mall.
• Picked them up from mall.
• To0k Rachel to skate land.

So when we arrived at DMV, there was an older lady and a man outside with a big stand, holding signs with Obama's face, crudely drawn on with a Hitler mustache! I was extremely offended, and I told them this. Many people did, it's a wonder they didn't get shot, calling our nation's president a nazi/fascist and that he needed to drop dead! Awful, simply disgusting.

Well that's about it, Blair's tomorrow and school Tuesday.

Toodles!

The Last Full Day Of Junior Year

June 5th, 2009


I walked from my house, solemnly, through the rain towards my bus stop. Umbrella in one hand, cigarette in the other, feet and legs drenched in the murky water, I thought to myself, is this really the last full day? It was not as jovial as I had imagined. After thoroughly wiping myself off with tissues and signing a thank you card for my fabulous bus driver, I arrive at school, and already things aren't nearly as exciting as they were meant to be. I had to miss the awesome, school wide game of clue being played in my first period to do math remediation, then only Alyssa showed to 3rd, my favorite class. Japanese was alright, pretty goofy as usual. And I finished off the day with helping Shannon paint a giant mural in a teacher's classroom, but even that wasn't spectacular in any way. The rain is so depressing... it puts a serious damper on everything around me. I really just enjoy a sunny day, a warm breeze.. even a storm is more momentous than just dull, flat, boring, monotonous rain!

I'm currently talking with my new friend, Trev, on aim. He's a very nice guy, and I'm really pleased to get to know someone as interesting and similar to myself as he. Overall, it was an okay day.

I REALLY HAVE TO PEE SO GOODNIGHT!!!!

Hey, Cute AE Boxers

June 3rd, 2009

20 days until I'm 17

I will miss a lot of things of this school year. Mostly I will miss History class, I just now am getting to know everyone in there well and really having a good time, and now it's almost over. Sigh.

This will be a short post because I'm tired, but I wanted to write down what happened today.

'That guy' Skylar, Alyssa, Tim, and my were playing cards in there, and I was poking Sky's belly, he dared me to undo his belt so I did. Then he unzipped his fly and dropped his pants, no lie, and sat in his boxers for like 30 minutes before he started pulling them up, making me re-do the belt when the teacher finally saw. It looked really bad because I was sitting and he was standing... ha ha, we all laughed sooooo hard.

Then I left early and went to the pool again, I really had a good time and got some more sunburn<3

And finally I met this cool guy who lives in CA named Trevor, he's really nice and I'm glad we met [via myspace].

Goodnight!

Alcohol And Percicets Don't Mix

May 13th, 2009

This morning my mom left for her 15 day sanction. I woke up very depressed, I'm surprised I even made it to school. I drank a beer at Brittany's, took a percicet at school, drank some Venom energy drink, ate three donuts, drank a red bull, ate spagetti and egg salad and onion, and after a long, difficult day I have an awful stomach ache and want nothing more than to go to sleep and never, ever wake up. I love and miss her so much already.

-Danielle

Wild Side

May 7th, 2009

Today I went back to school, Nothing amazing there.. cept I had my albuteral inhaler and it made the day giddy and laughable! I thoroughly enjoyed the entire experience of returning the the high school jungle after several days in captivity. Time to let the animal loose once and a while.


Me and Blair, web cam, very late a while back.

I feel like I may have a wild side. I've glimpsed it a few times over the past few years, occasionally at parties or even school; a gust of courage against relentless black persons making fun of me; A whim to do interpretative dancing on the lunch tables; The nerve to call a teacher a dumb whore to their face; Even to purposely make a scene in a public area, such as Walmart, in order to draw unnecessary attention to myself. These are just a few of my favorite, random things to do. I sometimes wish I was a guy, I'd be cooler for doing these things.

It's like this; guy takes off shirt and runs around whooping in parking lot = funny as hell, cool guy, etc. GIRL takes off shirt and runs around = she's a slut, what's she on? Lol look at her boobs, and who put her up to this?

I want to choose to do random things for my own entertainment and not be judged for it. That's be rad.

I've said enough, Goodnight.

April Showers Brought May Flowers

May 1st, 2009

Today;

I decided since I didn't feel good this morning I'd fake being even more sick to stay out. My dad bought it and I went to lay back down, then he wanted to go to the school to get my work, so I decided to go in so he wouldn't find out my real grades. Went in, thought I had Friday Focus but ended up not, made it past lunch to Japanese but I felt really bad, and my mom surprise came and got me, so I got to come home and chill out which was nice, because I did sincerely feel rotten, still do right now. It's like a haze is just all around my head and in my eyes, it sucks.

And oh my gosh, as soon as I walked in the door coming back from my neighbor's house for a bit, I asked my dad if I could hang out with two friends tomorrow for a few hours, and I told him all the information and then I said they could come get me because they drive, to save him and my mom a trip, and he flipped out and was like 'blah blah blah there's a law against that' and 'these cocky ass kids are gonna get you killed blah blah' and etc. And all I did was be nice agree, then he was like 'sorry i'm an asshole I over reacted' and then he went right back to bitching! i swear, its enough to make me wanna move in with Red! Augh!

Major events coming up;

May 14th; Brittany's 17th B-day
May 26th; Braces come off
June 2nd; Get retainer
June 3rd; Nathaneal's 17th B-day
June 8th; First Gynecologist appointment ever D;
June 15th- Mom's 46th B-day
June 16th; Last day of school
June 23rd; My 17th B-day :]

So there's a lot going on. Sun day were supposed to be going to a flee market in Richmond, and even though it'll be with my dad, it's very exciting for me, as I seriously love thrift shopping for clothes and accesories. Toodles.

-Daniiiii

Clepto-Mania

April 16th, 2009


I stole 5 shirts and a pair of shorts from goodwill today. I like clothes, and I need summer stuff. I haven't written in a while... I've been pretty busy. I want to say that I am really falling for Kairos Giovanni Courton, and that he is the peanut butter to my jelly.


I steal a lot... some say it's a bad thing, and I suppose it is. I don't get many new things, but I do realize I do it often, and it's quite addicting. I guess it's just too damn easy.


Not long until school is out now.. I excited for summer and stoked about being a senior next year, as long as I pass enough classes this year. My dream of moving to California is becoming so real and vibrant, it's like a technicolor wonderland materialized in my brain. Not that Cali is like that, that's not what I'm saying at all, but more that I finally have a real goal and I'm going to make it happen. That's the beautiful part.


I'm going to my grandmother's river cottage after school tomorrow with my friend Amanda. I'm happy about that too... so I'll write about it when I return.

Love, Miss Danielle Renee Temple

I Believe In Yesterday

March 29th & 30th 2009

Well, I'll start this blog with yesterday's fun since I didn't write last night [you'll see why soon]. I ended up going to Henricus [sp?] Park with my family, and we really had lots of fun, just walking around and fishing and we saw lots of turtles, hawks, buzzards, tiny frogs, a groundhog, a heron, geese, ducks, a snake, fish, and dogs :]

We ran into the local man whore, Paco [Taylor] while we were there, and my 2nd grade techer Miss DiSanto, and then we came home and my dad left for Manassass, VA. So since he was out of the way, Rachel and I were allowed to each have one person over for a while. I choose Ky, my crush and she had Abby, her new BFF.

My horiscope said I'd meet the person who set my heart on fire today.

Boy was it ever right!

So they both came over and me and Ky got really drunk [on Joose] and watched Eurotrip. Well, I am seriously crushing now, and I'm so happy.

BUT.

Today was not so good. Well, it started out good, I had a great day at school, but as soon as I got on the bus, what I like to call the Yin-Yang effect took place [good day = bad day] and my dad called, he wanted to talk to my mom. Well, I was on the bus so when I walked in I got her to call him back. He's been fired for, yes it's true, wearing a hoodie on the job. It was cold and blustery and he has a severve degenerative neck conditon that requires him to keep it warm in order to work and be pain free. Now he's stuck in north,northn,north Virginia, when his truck is in Ashland and we are here. Our little clanker-car would not make it that far, they won't carry him back, and no one will let us borrow their vehicles. So, he's at this very moment hitch-hiking to Ashland to drive home. Jesus.

More on Ky;

I just want to say he's amazing, and this already feels different than my lest several boyfriends for a lot of reasons;

• He's cuter for one
• He isn't so damn shy, like all the others
• He definatly on the same page of intelligence as me, which is very good
• He's a gooood kisser ;]
• He doesn't have a problem with my smoking or drinking, something the others just couldn't accept.
• We're very similar in likes and ditastes
• He understands my home situation
• Andd he understands my commitment fear ._.;

So, in conclusion I will be writing later tonight in a sparate post, and gosh, I just feel so much better now.. kind of.

-Till Later, -Hathair

My Friend Nick O. Teen

March 25th, 2009

So I glide through the bodies like a snake through the weeds each day I attend Thomas Dale, and each day I accsept a growing appreciation for my good friend, niccotine [sp?]. I've never had such a mental work out as I did today, mostly in math, but in other ways too, such as drama and people moving and bad memories. I write to un plague myself of these apparitions, for they cloud my often clear judgement and leave me in shambles. So, a sneak out to the parking lot with the big bad seniors [no, it's not allowed] to smoke and chat at lunch isn't too much to ask for. I mean, you reader's [usually] don't know me and I don't know you, so belive and honest girl when she says she desurves it, no matter the age requirements.

Nothing happened today really. I guess you could say I'm dreading the reprecussions of my break up message via Myspace last night. I half expect him to show up at my house and strangle me, and the other half expects to get a sobbish phone call or some angry friend type messages. I've done this way, way too many times.

I keep reading and hearing about more lovely spring time effects in other places, not here. I want to see the sun, too! Hear the birds, smell the wet and nurturing earth and witness the rebirth of our earth mother [yeeeeah maaan, and smoke some trees while were at it, duuuude] Ha ha..I crack myself up.

To finish I'll give putting pictures on here a shot. Enjoy!

-Hathair

Thoughts Continued- BOTB

Boys On The Brain

So I'm going to bed soon, and when it gets later my vision gets worse and worse and my dexterity weakens. This is when I stew about boys and philosophy and sorrow. This is when I retreat into the shell and ponder all that is, for it is in my nature to do so.

Boys;

I've had a lot of boyfriends, the majority of them in the past 2 years. And even more crushes really. My first boyfriend was Shawn Smith, we were five. He bought me a rose, made me a bead bracelet, and took me to thr Swift Creek Mill Playhouse, holding my hand and telling me we would get married. Ah.. young love??

The there was Joe Ruber, 2nd grade. We played Sailor moon, but he moved. John Something in 3rd grade, then Nathaneal Withersoon same year. He started out as my best friend, then my semi boyfriend, and now he's been dating a good friend of mine for going on 5 years. He looks, and acts, exactly the same; a mix between Jim Carrie and Dane Cook.

I had my first real kiss in 5th grade with a mixed neighbor named James James. That was one hell of a truth or dare for me, ha ha. I still remember the shiny purple lipgloss I had lathered on just before, it was called Smucker's Amythest, and once the deed had been done he had to wipe it all off his mouth. But I never had any tounge till 9th grade, and that comes much later.

Out of desperation in 7th, seeing as I was ugly and fat, I dated a 6th grader named Casey Stephans for like, 3 weeks, and that was icky to say the least. He's gone completely gay now I think.. Then the doozy- Austin Groves, 9th. My first love and first make-out, and virginity-taker. Unfortunatley, after a year and a half it just didn't work out, but I'm grateful for the experience and the memories, no matter how much he hates me now. He doesn't remember I have his naked photos- how do you spell B L A C K M A I L ?

After him was Jordan Bouma- I could write about his lying ass for hours. But for now I'll just say he is a heart breaker and a penis face. Then there was Henry Helvey, sweet guy really, and were still friends. Dork squad we have been called, and I will never forget watching Shaun Of The Dead with him on a hot summer day for the first time. Following we have Jonathan Tubach- my creepy man-twin [we comunicate telepathically, no lie] that was only a week before it got weird mutually for us to date. Then Zachary Tawes, trouble making pot smoking neck biting freshman. He cheated, but it's chill, I still had fun while it lasted.

Adam Taylor, my uber christian, 18 year old, also pot headed ex who was the clingy type. That was a harsh brake. And we come to my latest victim- James [JC] Bell, who I'm just not feeling is going to work out, so it'll probably end soon because my 'dad found out' or something.

As for most recent crushes [because listing all of them would excruciating] there was/is the stunningly marvelous sophmore Jared Ringstaff, who is also a lying jerk [turned me down :(], then the steamy preppy types, Will Summers and Morgan Hicks [mmmmm, Seniors] and finally my age people [Juniors], Ky Courton and some others. I'm tired so it's hard to remember them all. You see, I see the attractiveness in almost everybody I encounter, therefore, I end up dating everyone. I give a lot of people chances, because I don't just judge by looks. I mean sure, some guys are just to die for phisically, but like Jared and Jordan, they're bullshit just isn't worth it.

A quick update before signing out, my friend who got in the fight acctually did get suspended.

And one last thing.

One horrid, disgusting thing I wish I could forget but cannot.

I accedently saw my dad naked this morning.

Somebody kill me.

-Hathair

Hold My Weave, Gurl

March 20th, 2009

Today I went on a feild trip to the Chester Technical Center, I checked out Child Development and Greenhouse Management, as possible courses for Senior year. I really like greenhouse and I'm gonna try hard to get in, if not I'll be okay, but whatever.

When we were getting off the buses my good friend Erika was making fun of this girl named Holly and was all in her face, so the girl yanked out her cheap extentions and punched her in the face, right in front of me. I didn't want to go and start hitting her and get 10 days out [and have my dad go all ape shit on my ass] so I just stood there, no one helped her, even when she was getting kicked in the side. But Holly just walked away and now she's suspended and Erika isn't in trouble because she didn't fight back.

There are a lot of fights at our school. I do not like violence, seeing as I deal with it so much at home, and it's hard to feel safe at school sometimes. Even though it was surprisingly sunny today, I feel a creeping sadness, it's just something that happens. It's probably time to break up with my boyfriend.. and I think it's looming on my mind like clouds, kind of canceling out the sun I so love.

So I get home and my mom has like, butchered her hair. Now that it's ugly, but her was getting long and it was pretty, I was very fond of it. But oh well, with my family's hair genes it'll be back to normal in a matter of weeks.

Today isn't over, I'm at my neighbors typing up my father's pardon letter [in other words, a load of bull from his loving family to the governor of VA, so get his record clean] so he can get a normal job and make some damn money, before we get kicked out and have to live in a box or sometime :/ So, I'll be logging on later with night time and weekend thoughts in a separate post.

Peace,

-Hathair