The Impossible Conundrum

September 5th, 2010

I haven't had a quiet moment in so long now.

I've been really wanting to log on here and just let the feelings flow. With the new Google chrome I don't have to worry about spelling errors, which is cool.

I got a job at a Greek restaurant as a waitress recently. It was hard at first, but I'm doing well now and enjoy it for the most part. My boss is very nice and it's not far.

As usual to me, however, all I think about it my impending love life. The big conflict in my head now is, what to do, what to do?

There's Tyler, my boyfriend. I agreed to dating him when I was wasted, on the rebound after Bobby dumped me one week prior. Joy. But he's very sweet guy who really cares about me, takes care of me, and wants to make me happy.

And then there's David. David, who I liked allll this past senior year. David who I am insanely attracted to. He's also an extremely interesting, kinda of irresistible in a mysterious, incomprehensible way. However, he has a girlfriend that lives with him, and even though he claims he doesn't love her anymore, she has no where to go so he can't in good conscience kick her out.

So I have these two guys, that I like both, and I have asked everybody I can what to do on this matter. For now I've decided to give Tyler more time, more of a chance before I run off with the flirtatious, intriguing stranger that is David. Tyler is too nice a guy to hurt like that and you never know, he may have a more 'wild side' I haven't seen yet.

In other news, I have a job now, it takes up most of my time. I still... speculate things often. But I wish I had more time to write about it! It just makes me feel so much better to get the words out and down, alleviates the stress a bit in my hectic life.

Dani out, for now. Pray I'll be back soon.