Alcohol And Percicets Don't Mix

May 13th, 2009

This morning my mom left for her 15 day sanction. I woke up very depressed, I'm surprised I even made it to school. I drank a beer at Brittany's, took a percicet at school, drank some Venom energy drink, ate three donuts, drank a red bull, ate spagetti and egg salad and onion, and after a long, difficult day I have an awful stomach ache and want nothing more than to go to sleep and never, ever wake up. I love and miss her so much already.

-Danielle

I Now Pronounce Thee 'Sick As A Bitch'

May 5th, 2009


Today I was at home, drifting in and out of consciousness and trying not to sleep the whole time. I am currently very sick, no I do not have swine flu, and I was doped up on medicine 2 times the normal strength. I played a little Fallout 3 and Oblivion, I didn't eat much and slept quite a bit. I don't want to go to school tomorrow either.. it's going to be hell doing SOL's in this condition.

After lounging all day long, but before Alateen, I proposed to my BFF, Brittany with a ring I bought her from walmart. But, she ended up being allergic to nickel and not being able to war it :'[ Oh well.

I wish life was like Oblivion, like medieval times, cept magical powers and such existed. I'd be a vampire battle mage living in the realm of madness, doing mind altering drugs and painting and singing. I'd kill in secret for money and have like, 20 kids. My marriage would be all celtic and spiritual; My house would be a huge mansion on the sea shore. My dad would have died in some great war, and my mom would live with me, and we would have grummite eggs and greenmote wine for breakfast every day.

Oh, the wonders of cough medicine.

At Alateen my old friend Robert got his 30 days chip in AA, and I got a free 2 liter of Dr.Pepper, and a very cute kitty came to play with us. That's about it.

-Doped up and Dying, Dani

Eating At 3:00 In The Morning

April 13th, 2009


I have no idea what things I have forgotten to write down the past few days. I in all honestly forget about what I do from one minute to the next. Last night I went to Blair's, kind of a last two days of break blow out, she dyed my roots for me and half drowned me in the bath tub.. Then Jamie and Josh came over, and we watched TV till 1:00 then snuck the boys out [they were suppose to leave at midnight]

Now I'm at home, trippin on some pain meds and feeling so good, because I'm setting this chill atmosphere with some Jason tunes. Anyone who knows me knows I can't resist turning him up when were smoking up, or drinking down, or whatever. Like he says; open up your mind. Even if you don't do mind altering drugs, you just got to see the things around you. The world is big, no matter how small.

Peace! And Happy Earth Day ♥

-Danielle Renee

Word Of The Day; Bullshit

April 7th [continued] & April 8th, 2009

A little backround info;

My mom was once a drug addict, but she has been clean for 7 months alchohol and 12 months cocaine. She is still in a drug rehad program called Dual Treatment Track [DTT] where she is drug screened 3 days of the week and every other weekend [each time she 'level's up' in her book she gets less days to go in, so far she's gotten two off] so she can stay clean and sober. Well, she also drinks a shit-ton of soda.

Well, after the extreeeemely long morning with my dad [getting my birth certificate and waiting for him to finish his computer class] I come home and my mom and sister are all upset, and they proceed to tell me and my dad that my mom's pee was too diluted, meaning they think she was trying to flush her system, and now she has a sanction and will possibly serve jail time for something she didn't even do. Needless to say I was extemely upset, so I cried a lot, of course, and it was gernerally justan awful day. I'll write more, later, because I'm in a rush to get to the store. Peace,

Dani