The Great Play Goes On!

6:32 am, Saturday November 28th, 2009

"And you may contribute a verse."

"That the great play goes on, and you may contribute a verse!"

"...What will your verse be?"

-The Dead Poet Society.

Hello, hello. It's early, and as often life has it, I am struck with creative sickness, compelled to write against all odds, including the hour and my stuffy nose, sore throat and massive list of tasks I must complete today.

For the past several weeks I have been terribly blessed, by whatever being I do not know, some great entity of the universe has granted me the highest of human pleasures; a companion, and best friend, a boyfriend.

He is everything to me right now, and his mere existence makes mine own worth every millisecond! I am so very proud to be his friend and girl now.

My mom returns home from her third sanction on Tuesday. So much has happened in the short 20 days she has been away, I don't know how I'm going to catch her up! I just can't wait to see her, another blessing, another thing to be thankful for.

My life so far, insignificant as it may seem, is making drastic changes left and right. These new turns of events and possibilities excite me, enrapture me in the rightness of everything around me. As Robin Williams said in my favorite movie, what will my verse be? I'd like to think I will contribute a verse, whether it be a husband and children, or I may write a book, crate a business, save a life, or all at the same time. Any number of wondrous things can happen at this point, and whether good or bad, I welcome them with open arms and open eyes.

I am ready for my future, world, bring it on!

PS; I have quit smoking, I've got 2 1/2 days so far!

Pearly Whites

May 26th, 2009


Today was the big day, I got my braces off exactly 3 1/2 years after I got them. I had a pretty fucked up mouth.

But they're so beautiful!

I feel completely new, fresh and mature. It's as if my body is finally catching up with my mind, melding into one, older, more unified person. The outside is starting to more closely resemble the inside, and despite a few shitty things about today, I maintained a positive and radiant attitude. Meaning I feel fucking great!

My mood may be attributed to many things; the imminent summer approaching, clean white & strait teeth to show off, the fact that for about a week I've drank nothing but water, the good solid and dear friends I have, my mom coming home in two days. Sigh, yes, life is getting pretty good right about now. The only question is, what must I sacrafice to have a great summer?

Forever the inquirer,
Danielle

Dancin' To The Jailhouse Rock

May 18th, 2009


Well, a lot has happened over the past few days. I got extremely depressed when my mom went into jail about 5 days ago, got extremely drunk at Jon's house, came home, fooled my dad [which was all but too easy]. I got banned from Brittany's house for taking one of her brother's beers.. which was super dumb, yes, but all's well that ends well, whatever that means.

I've been in charge of cooking, and I tried to make Chili my own way, but my dad is impossible to shop with, thus making me skimp on ingredients and substitute a lot, which I hated. Then we made me change the way I did the Chili so it turned out not so good.. ah but I retaliated, yes! I made Hawaiian Chicken.. in my room! I mixed all the ingredients in the safety of my room, put them in the pan with the chicken and everything while he was outside, and put it in as he came in. Sneaky Dani wins :]

We went to visit my mom in jail on Saturday, my dad actually bitched her out, in jail, and we hardly got to talk to her, it was awful. But we saw her today and it was much better, she gets out on the 29th.

I get my braces off in one week, I'm so excited!!

My cat Zac brought me a baby bunny and a vole, half dead, and I nursed the vole back to health and released it [after it bit me really hard, ow!] and the bunny was paralized so it died :'[

My friend Alyssa got some free tickets to see Saving Abel tomorrow night at the National, so that is pretty much all I'm thinking about, our mutual friend Skyler is driving. I had to tell my dad he was her 19 year old brother, and that her mom was going. Ha, lies. It will be really fun and I'm really, really stoked.

I'm really happy with my hair now.. it's a beautiful, natural color that is totally me, and it's very obedient nowadays, making me a happy Dani. Also, my tan is improving greatly, with weekly tan sessions and high quality, stolen tanning lotion.

Basically, I'm getting happier and happier as summertime approaches, and I just can;t wait to be...

17 forever.

Peace, nigs.

"Oh How I Hate Thee"

April 21st, 2009

My day started out fun, laughter and jokes pretty much all day at school. It started raining again last block, and some friends made me a little down, so this day didn't end so swell. However, where I got home, my mom had written a poem about how much she hates my dad, and I've gotta say; I fucking love her to death.

Warning; All things said about my dad in this peom are completely true, and my own mother really did write this ♥

"Oh How I Hate Thee" By Joan

Oh how I hate thee

Let me count the ways..

Could it be your never ending

World of knowledge on any and all subjects?

Maybe your constant advice

On any given subject imaginable

Or perhaps your hour speeches

On what a normal sex drive is?

Or constantly wanting a blow-job

24-7!

Let's not forget the constant picking of your nose

And your lovely half hour dumps

What about the way you pick the dead

Skin off your toes every night

And let the dog lick them

Leaving your foot soup out for days

Until it grows mold!

The lovely way you walk around naked every morning

How about your grandio sense of self and

Your excessive need for admiration

I guess one of your best qualities

Are the ways you show your arrogance

And how you manipulate everyone around you

It's wonderful the way you over exagerate

All of your acheivements and how preoccupied

You are with yourself!

You are the most fucked up person

I've ever known

I hate your fucking guts

And hope you drop dead

Fucker.

Needless to say, my mom is my role model for lifeee.

Going to Alateen tonight with Ky :)

-Dani T.