Directions, Decisions & Daydreams

November 4th, 2009


So my mom went to jail for the third time today. I have to say, I didn't think I'd be as depressed this time. Boy was I wrong.

I haven't written in a long time now, I've been really living my life to the fullest, making my Senior year everything it should be.

I have a best friend, and he's amazing. Blair and I haven't really been speaking much... not that were mad at each other or anything, just were both wrapped up in our lives. These things happen I suppose.

I had pretty much the coolest Halloween ever, went to a scary event called scream forest, then to sonic, then the next day [actual Halloween] went trick or treating as a roman [sheet toga] and Caleb went as a Halloween present, a costume we made ourselves. It was incredible.

I feel kind of lost in a world of directions, decisions and daydreams.

I miss my mom.

Dancin' To The Jailhouse Rock

May 18th, 2009


Well, a lot has happened over the past few days. I got extremely depressed when my mom went into jail about 5 days ago, got extremely drunk at Jon's house, came home, fooled my dad [which was all but too easy]. I got banned from Brittany's house for taking one of her brother's beers.. which was super dumb, yes, but all's well that ends well, whatever that means.

I've been in charge of cooking, and I tried to make Chili my own way, but my dad is impossible to shop with, thus making me skimp on ingredients and substitute a lot, which I hated. Then we made me change the way I did the Chili so it turned out not so good.. ah but I retaliated, yes! I made Hawaiian Chicken.. in my room! I mixed all the ingredients in the safety of my room, put them in the pan with the chicken and everything while he was outside, and put it in as he came in. Sneaky Dani wins :]

We went to visit my mom in jail on Saturday, my dad actually bitched her out, in jail, and we hardly got to talk to her, it was awful. But we saw her today and it was much better, she gets out on the 29th.

I get my braces off in one week, I'm so excited!!

My cat Zac brought me a baby bunny and a vole, half dead, and I nursed the vole back to health and released it [after it bit me really hard, ow!] and the bunny was paralized so it died :'[

My friend Alyssa got some free tickets to see Saving Abel tomorrow night at the National, so that is pretty much all I'm thinking about, our mutual friend Skyler is driving. I had to tell my dad he was her 19 year old brother, and that her mom was going. Ha, lies. It will be really fun and I'm really, really stoked.

I'm really happy with my hair now.. it's a beautiful, natural color that is totally me, and it's very obedient nowadays, making me a happy Dani. Also, my tan is improving greatly, with weekly tan sessions and high quality, stolen tanning lotion.

Basically, I'm getting happier and happier as summertime approaches, and I just can;t wait to be...

17 forever.

Peace, nigs.