April 27th, 2009
It's been a while since I was able to get on last, my connection was temporarily down and I've been very busy. I'm on to converse about my recent activities and some moral beliefs I'm setting into place.
My Japanese teacher sent home a letter about my D+, and my dad got to it before I could, so I was in trouble. I now have to make up all the work I didn't do, and have them signed and what not. He bitched me out for nearly 2 hours on two separate occasions, and my mother for 1 hour a totally different time. One minute he tells me he could care less about my grades, and the next it's the fucking Apocalypse. Anyways, I now how to craftily edit my report card to avoid retribution for my two F's, and I already begged all of my teacher's not to call him, I was very honest.
I beat two of the three main quests in Oblivion this week, which was seriously satisfying. Feeling accomplished, I now actually desire to do more physical fun, like riding my bike again and cleaning my room :]
This past weekend we sprayed for roaches [disgusting, I know] and left for the day for Henricus Park again, this time me with Ky and Rach with Abby. When I was getting mt room ready for my dad to come in and spray, I had to hide my liquor bottle collection somewhere else, along with my incognito asktray and cig stash. My dad wasn't there with us for the first hour we were, then he joined us after spraying.. He liked Ky well enough even though he doesn't know were dating. I like Ky...a lot. Kyiros Giovanni Courton... It's so fun to type that out. I also got a good but of sun by taking advantage of the recent 90 degree weather streak, as soon it will relapse into rain again.
Ah summertime,
it's heartbeat slowly quickens,
washing off the grey
and replacing it with day.
I wrote that on the spot just now. I think it sounds like a Haiku, maybe I'll edit it later on.
Now on to my heretical thoughts;
On Body;
I want to try and stope smoking, or at the very least slow down. It's become such an escape for me, a way to find a minute of peace in an otherwise hectic life. But I want to stay healthy, young and beautiful as long as possible, and it really is a bad habit.
Breasts;
I'll just be honest, they're not cute anymore. I was once over weight, and when I lost it, they just don't look good anymore, and that's sad seeing as I'm far too young for a boob job or anything. I'll have to find a natural alternitave for that somehow.
Waist/Skin;
Same deal, my waist is thinner but my stomach isn't tone, so I should try to work it out with some crunches soons, as well as try and build some strength in my arms and legs, if I ever hope to surf one day. Not bad for bkini's, either. My skin is riddled with stretch marks from when I developed instantaniously in the 4th grade. They're not as noticeable anymore, but sometimes I get self consious about them. My skin tone is improving with each outdoors activity, so at least I'm making some progress :]
Hair;
I'm conflicted on whether to go back to my natural mousy brown shade, stay bleach blonde, or maybe go a darker shade of blonde. Brown is natural and true, which is what I'm trying to be now, but blonde shades fit my personality better and since it's already bleached, it'd be harder to go back.
Personality;
As I said, I want to be more and more myself as I get older. It's hard for me because I get made fun of so often, and I take critisisim too seriously. I care way too much about what others think, and when I see a style or a tidbit of someone else I like, I automatically emulate them, but I want to kick that habit as well.
I want to grow up; beautiful, health, strong in mind and body. I want to be free more than anything, and I want to look good, and feel good, when I am ;}
Yours truely,
-A Teenager
It's been a while since I was able to get on last, my connection was temporarily down and I've been very busy. I'm on to converse about my recent activities and some moral beliefs I'm setting into place.
My Japanese teacher sent home a letter about my D+, and my dad got to it before I could, so I was in trouble. I now have to make up all the work I didn't do, and have them signed and what not. He bitched me out for nearly 2 hours on two separate occasions, and my mother for 1 hour a totally different time. One minute he tells me he could care less about my grades, and the next it's the fucking Apocalypse. Anyways, I now how to craftily edit my report card to avoid retribution for my two F's, and I already begged all of my teacher's not to call him, I was very honest.
I beat two of the three main quests in Oblivion this week, which was seriously satisfying. Feeling accomplished, I now actually desire to do more physical fun, like riding my bike again and cleaning my room :]
This past weekend we sprayed for roaches [disgusting, I know] and left for the day for Henricus Park again, this time me with Ky and Rach with Abby. When I was getting mt room ready for my dad to come in and spray, I had to hide my liquor bottle collection somewhere else, along with my incognito asktray and cig stash. My dad wasn't there with us for the first hour we were, then he joined us after spraying.. He liked Ky well enough even though he doesn't know were dating. I like Ky...a lot. Kyiros Giovanni Courton... It's so fun to type that out. I also got a good but of sun by taking advantage of the recent 90 degree weather streak, as soon it will relapse into rain again.
Ah summertime,
it's heartbeat slowly quickens,
washing off the grey
and replacing it with day.
I wrote that on the spot just now. I think it sounds like a Haiku, maybe I'll edit it later on.
Now on to my heretical thoughts;
On Body;
I want to try and stope smoking, or at the very least slow down. It's become such an escape for me, a way to find a minute of peace in an otherwise hectic life. But I want to stay healthy, young and beautiful as long as possible, and it really is a bad habit.
Breasts;
I'll just be honest, they're not cute anymore. I was once over weight, and when I lost it, they just don't look good anymore, and that's sad seeing as I'm far too young for a boob job or anything. I'll have to find a natural alternitave for that somehow.
Waist/Skin;
Same deal, my waist is thinner but my stomach isn't tone, so I should try to work it out with some crunches soons, as well as try and build some strength in my arms and legs, if I ever hope to surf one day. Not bad for bkini's, either. My skin is riddled with stretch marks from when I developed instantaniously in the 4th grade. They're not as noticeable anymore, but sometimes I get self consious about them. My skin tone is improving with each outdoors activity, so at least I'm making some progress :]
Hair;
I'm conflicted on whether to go back to my natural mousy brown shade, stay bleach blonde, or maybe go a darker shade of blonde. Brown is natural and true, which is what I'm trying to be now, but blonde shades fit my personality better and since it's already bleached, it'd be harder to go back.
Personality;
As I said, I want to be more and more myself as I get older. It's hard for me because I get made fun of so often, and I take critisisim too seriously. I care way too much about what others think, and when I see a style or a tidbit of someone else I like, I automatically emulate them, but I want to kick that habit as well.
I want to grow up; beautiful, health, strong in mind and body. I want to be free more than anything, and I want to look good, and feel good, when I am ;}
Yours truely,
-A Teenager
